Bang bang! Shoot 'em up
Hey there.
Damn, my mood is going up and down, and on this moment it get worser and worser. I should begin with the whole story.
A couple of months ago, my best friend was only with her other best friend, [a boy,] i met an another boy on school we talked much and i feel good by him, and quick he was my Boy best friend. but some weeks later he act like a stalker, 5 times a day he asked if he can come here and i hadn't time for myself. he's gonna wear the same clothes as us, skinny jeans and stuff, he talked the same and contact all our friends, for me it was soo irritating, and i stopped talk with him. i though our group should do the same.
But, they like him, had fun with him, i can't see him, everything what he do is annoying, they have more fun with him than with me, i feel like replaced, and and outsider to my own friends. today my best friend did everything with him, what she 's normally do with me. today i haven't say much, if i feel hurt i don't speak much. ofcourse, i can't expect from them to not like him, and forbid them to hang out with him I've made a big mistake to become friends with him, and bring him to our group now he take my place and i'm out.
the whole day i feel the tears burning in my eyes i wanna go to the libary but it don't stop raining.
I'm tired, angry and sad its pathetic to worry myself so much about this, its my own fault.
xoxox.
Damn, my mood is going up and down, and on this moment it get worser and worser. I should begin with the whole story.
A couple of months ago, my best friend was only with her other best friend, [a boy,] i met an another boy on school we talked much and i feel good by him, and quick he was my Boy best friend. but some weeks later he act like a stalker, 5 times a day he asked if he can come here and i hadn't time for myself. he's gonna wear the same clothes as us, skinny jeans and stuff, he talked the same and contact all our friends, for me it was soo irritating, and i stopped talk with him. i though our group should do the same.
But, they like him, had fun with him, i can't see him, everything what he do is annoying, they have more fun with him than with me, i feel like replaced, and and outsider to my own friends. today my best friend did everything with him, what she 's normally do with me. today i haven't say much, if i feel hurt i don't speak much. ofcourse, i can't expect from them to not like him, and forbid them to hang out with him I've made a big mistake to become friends with him, and bring him to our group now he take my place and i'm out.
the whole day i feel the tears burning in my eyes i wanna go to the libary but it don't stop raining.
I'm tired, angry and sad its pathetic to worry myself so much about this, its my own fault.
xoxox.
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