Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
Hi people.
the last week i feel so scheisse, there's so much, so much feelings inside, i don't have the words to describe them.
i feel so hopeless, an outsider and sad. all my friends have fun without me, yesterday i went to another group in the break, because i knew some time i get a angry outburst, and yeah that came, i should wait an hour for Anna because then we can ride togheter to home, but she say after that hour, i stay here with sharon, on the bike i get my outburst.
on school there is a boy, i can't stop starring at him, i know he don't even know my name, and he should never like me. my mind, my body are collapse, i can't even cry anymore, i don't know why i have this everyone annoy and irrtate me my best friend look like she found her other best friend way more important, just on this moment i need her so much.
everyone should think i'm a poseur, but i feel me so.
xoxox
the last week i feel so scheisse, there's so much, so much feelings inside, i don't have the words to describe them.
i feel so hopeless, an outsider and sad. all my friends have fun without me, yesterday i went to another group in the break, because i knew some time i get a angry outburst, and yeah that came, i should wait an hour for Anna because then we can ride togheter to home, but she say after that hour, i stay here with sharon, on the bike i get my outburst.
on school there is a boy, i can't stop starring at him, i know he don't even know my name, and he should never like me. my mind, my body are collapse, i can't even cry anymore, i don't know why i have this everyone annoy and irrtate me my best friend look like she found her other best friend way more important, just on this moment i need her so much.
everyone should think i'm a poseur, but i feel me so.
xoxox
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