Sell it all to a perfect stranger
Hiyaa,
With me its gonna a lot better, i can talk with simone like before and i think i'm gonna appologize me for my stupid behaviour. The sun is shiny finally and its not to warm, i'm looking forward to Saturday, because then we going shopping in Amsterdam, My mom earn a lot of money so spedingspendingspending ofcoure and i'm going to the hairdresser can't wait my fringe is irritanting me and i want him shorter :) i hope its gonna look on me. that was it for now, i'm gonna write in the evening to let you know how my appolozy is going ;]
xoxox A.
Funeral song.
Evening,
Aaah, i'm so happy to be home! we went to the birthday of my big niece, there were so much people and it was so boring. I had send Simone and Vince a message, but both they didn't send something back, Vince didn't response my messages the last one of him was that he can't come to our appointment. :< i feel so fucking friendless i screw up everything, if i wasn't that headstrong, i haven't this problems with them, sometimes i think maby it was better when i live on my own in a Big city where i don't know people. living in villages as this is horrible!!
I think í'm going to bed now i'm so tired and my sister anoy me, so sleep wel.
xoxox A.
Aaah, i'm so happy to be home! we went to the birthday of my big niece, there were so much people and it was so boring. I had send Simone and Vince a message, but both they didn't send something back, Vince didn't response my messages the last one of him was that he can't come to our appointment. :< i feel so fucking friendless i screw up everything, if i wasn't that headstrong, i haven't this problems with them, sometimes i think maby it was better when i live on my own in a Big city where i don't know people. living in villages as this is horrible!!
I think í'm going to bed now i'm so tired and my sister anoy me, so sleep wel.
xoxox A.
The city is at war.
Omg, daaamn! the whole week can't wait till today, i should Vince, i was styling my hair and in hurry, i looked at my telephone and saw the battery is empty. i put him on the loader, and i had a message from him, that i don't come today.
The good mood of yesterday i totally gone! i know its not his fault that he have 2 days long a bloody nose, but why now, i have always something what dissapoint me when i look forward to something. he just say, i see you the next time. i'm always get be in love with the wrong one, now i know he don't see me, how i see him.
xoxox A.
The good mood of yesterday i totally gone! i know its not his fault that he have 2 days long a bloody nose, but why now, i have always something what dissapoint me when i look forward to something. he just say, i see you the next time. i'm always get be in love with the wrong one, now i know he don't see me, how i see him.
xoxox A.
Feel the hate in your veins.
Hello people,
Damn i'm so tired, and i had just 2 hours school. i don't really know what to do now, i want simone back, but she asking all the time why i cry on school, O_O now it looks like everyone likes him, now i think there is nothing to do about it and i have to accep it, the rest do very nice, why i don't know. Tommorow i see Vince again, i loonking forward to see him like the whole week, but now i don't spoke him in 2 days so i don't why. today the feeling of missing Dipshreekha and Aljona felt so much stronger, i wanna see them so much, i hope one day i can finally see them, Aljona her internet don't do it since 2 month's or something i so wanna speak to her!
i hope tomorrow it gets better weather, this rain and wind are not good for my mood.
xoxox A.
Damn i'm so tired, and i had just 2 hours school. i don't really know what to do now, i want simone back, but she asking all the time why i cry on school, O_O now it looks like everyone likes him, now i think there is nothing to do about it and i have to accep it, the rest do very nice, why i don't know. Tommorow i see Vince again, i loonking forward to see him like the whole week, but now i don't spoke him in 2 days so i don't why. today the feeling of missing Dipshreekha and Aljona felt so much stronger, i wanna see them so much, i hope one day i can finally see them, Aljona her internet don't do it since 2 month's or something i so wanna speak to her!
i hope tomorrow it gets better weather, this rain and wind are not good for my mood.
xoxox A.
In this Gray and White world.
I miss my little Huney!
My little rat Maxi, who opened his own door of his cage.
and died one day before my sister her birthday on an age of 3 28-10-06
xoxox A.
Bang bang! Shoot 'em up
Hey there.
Damn, my mood is going up and down, and on this moment it get worser and worser. I should begin with the whole story.
A couple of months ago, my best friend was only with her other best friend, [a boy,] i met an another boy on school we talked much and i feel good by him, and quick he was my Boy best friend. but some weeks later he act like a stalker, 5 times a day he asked if he can come here and i hadn't time for myself. he's gonna wear the same clothes as us, skinny jeans and stuff, he talked the same and contact all our friends, for me it was soo irritating, and i stopped talk with him. i though our group should do the same.
But, they like him, had fun with him, i can't see him, everything what he do is annoying, they have more fun with him than with me, i feel like replaced, and and outsider to my own friends. today my best friend did everything with him, what she 's normally do with me. today i haven't say much, if i feel hurt i don't speak much. ofcourse, i can't expect from them to not like him, and forbid them to hang out with him I've made a big mistake to become friends with him, and bring him to our group now he take my place and i'm out.
the whole day i feel the tears burning in my eyes i wanna go to the libary but it don't stop raining.
I'm tired, angry and sad its pathetic to worry myself so much about this, its my own fault.
xoxox.
Damn, my mood is going up and down, and on this moment it get worser and worser. I should begin with the whole story.
A couple of months ago, my best friend was only with her other best friend, [a boy,] i met an another boy on school we talked much and i feel good by him, and quick he was my Boy best friend. but some weeks later he act like a stalker, 5 times a day he asked if he can come here and i hadn't time for myself. he's gonna wear the same clothes as us, skinny jeans and stuff, he talked the same and contact all our friends, for me it was soo irritating, and i stopped talk with him. i though our group should do the same.
But, they like him, had fun with him, i can't see him, everything what he do is annoying, they have more fun with him than with me, i feel like replaced, and and outsider to my own friends. today my best friend did everything with him, what she 's normally do with me. today i haven't say much, if i feel hurt i don't speak much. ofcourse, i can't expect from them to not like him, and forbid them to hang out with him I've made a big mistake to become friends with him, and bring him to our group now he take my place and i'm out.
the whole day i feel the tears burning in my eyes i wanna go to the libary but it don't stop raining.
I'm tired, angry and sad its pathetic to worry myself so much about this, its my own fault.
xoxox.
Breath deeply and go further.
Hi ^^
Damn, i'm so happy to be home, my head hurt like hell and it feels like its gonna explode or something and i'm tired, my computer did fucked up, and now my itunes is stupid and won't do it! Today my old hirstory teacher get on the table and did like he was a bird [?] its was so stupid and the whol class laugh there ass off :']
but now something else, my feelings i can't decode them, the last few days i show my emotions with drawing, i don't know what it is, i feel hopeless. and i want to be with him, i thinking the most of the day about him. but i don't see myself kissing with him. but still i thinking about him, should i be in love? Saturday i meet him again, and now i want that it be Saturday and i'm excited. but i know i cant start something with me because in 4 months he is gone.
And i ate to much, so now i feel full and i have to eat my dinner in 30 minuts ;l
now he's look better than this xD
xoxox A.
Insanity is in our blood.
Hai ^^
Aah i have survived school, the whole day i'm bored and have really nothing to do, i'm tired and feel weird in my head, but tonight i laying in my bed so not now :'] i'm downloading new music, i get sick of my old playlist what i listen too much! today there was nothing of the weather of saturday, i'm so lucky, then we were by bus because the others had to bike in the rain lol. i'm to lazy for everything, i wanted to draw, clean my room or put new posters on my wall. weeks ago i should do that now its such a mess. damn, i have nothing to tell about.
I was clean my new computer and i saw old pictures of me and my sister of 2004 then i was 11 8D
Weren't we cutee (A)
xoxox. A
Damn, my long hair :']
Aah i have survived school, the whole day i'm bored and have really nothing to do, i'm tired and feel weird in my head, but tonight i laying in my bed so not now :'] i'm downloading new music, i get sick of my old playlist what i listen too much! today there was nothing of the weather of saturday, i'm so lucky, then we were by bus because the others had to bike in the rain lol. i'm to lazy for everything, i wanted to draw, clean my room or put new posters on my wall. weeks ago i should do that now its such a mess. damn, i have nothing to tell about.
I was clean my new computer and i saw old pictures of me and my sister of 2004 then i was 11 8D
Weren't we cutee (A)
xoxox. A
Damn, my long hair :']
Roadkill.
Goodmorning,
Damn is was late today again, of the good weather of yesterday is nothing now, its cold and so windy! i was in a hurry so i had no time to but my make-up on, now i did it here in the toilets on school but its worse!
today its gonna be any worser, because first i have economy, history, gymnastics and then 2 hours french, do you know how that sucks? next year its gonna be harder, much and much harder, and then you have to talk with your teacher in french without book, if i think about that, that i have to that next month and next year, i can go cry its so worse oh no 8D
I'm so bored here ómg there nothing to do. i wanna go home so badly and lay in bed. i'm so tired because i had to see Supernatural but that came late yesterdaynight. Now i gonna eat something and my lessons begin.
when i come out school i should write something!.
xoxox A.
Damn is was late today again, of the good weather of yesterday is nothing now, its cold and so windy! i was in a hurry so i had no time to but my make-up on, now i did it here in the toilets on school but its worse!
today its gonna be any worser, because first i have economy, history, gymnastics and then 2 hours french, do you know how that sucks? next year its gonna be harder, much and much harder, and then you have to talk with your teacher in french without book, if i think about that, that i have to that next month and next year, i can go cry its so worse oh no 8D
I'm so bored here ómg there nothing to do. i wanna go home so badly and lay in bed. i'm so tired because i had to see Supernatural but that came late yesterdaynight. Now i gonna eat something and my lessons begin.
when i come out school i should write something!.
xoxox A.
To meet, met, meeeting!
Goodmorning 8D
How're are ya? ^^ i love the spring whats going up now, its not too warm and not to cold, only its windy today, and i háte wind! but oke, i should write the whole day of yesterday [i think that line is not correct xD]
On 08:30 my mother woke me up, then i hat 2,5 hour to make myself clear to go, but i was so tired i get out bed on 9:00, then i put on my television and watched Spongebob, then i get on the shower and do my make up, an all that other things, i was late like always and i must run to the bus station where friends pick me up, they were 10 minuts late to, so that don't matter, we drive 30 minuts and finally we were there.
On the treinstation there were a lot of people, the most of them i didn't know, xD but then came Vincent we wait till the others and walked to the supermarket and park we talked, hang out and stuff, we sat on the ground and i say to a friend, omg that guy is pretty, the next thing she did was walked to him and say he have to go to us T_T'' later i was talking in a group and that guy walked everything along us, but he didn't talk to me. then i was walking to my bag and sitting there along, 2 seconds later he came to me to ask how're i doing and what my profile site was xD later we sat with 30 people in the mac Donalds and then to the trainstation, omg it get colder and colder and i wear a jack what was not warm ;l
The day was soooo amazing! omg, Vince/Vincent, i know him of Vampirefreaks and i met him yesterday for the 2nd time, but if feels like he's was always there on my side, i don't know how he see me but i see him as a very good friend, thats why i feel sad that he going to Canada in July. i should miss him so much!
Foto's of yesterday :)
i looked awfull but oke xD
xoxox A.
How're are ya? ^^ i love the spring whats going up now, its not too warm and not to cold, only its windy today, and i háte wind! but oke, i should write the whole day of yesterday [i think that line is not correct xD]
On 08:30 my mother woke me up, then i hat 2,5 hour to make myself clear to go, but i was so tired i get out bed on 9:00, then i put on my television and watched Spongebob, then i get on the shower and do my make up, an all that other things, i was late like always and i must run to the bus station where friends pick me up, they were 10 minuts late to, so that don't matter, we drive 30 minuts and finally we were there.
On the treinstation there were a lot of people, the most of them i didn't know, xD but then came Vincent we wait till the others and walked to the supermarket and park we talked, hang out and stuff, we sat on the ground and i say to a friend, omg that guy is pretty, the next thing she did was walked to him and say he have to go to us T_T'' later i was talking in a group and that guy walked everything along us, but he didn't talk to me. then i was walking to my bag and sitting there along, 2 seconds later he came to me to ask how're i doing and what my profile site was xD later we sat with 30 people in the mac Donalds and then to the trainstation, omg it get colder and colder and i wear a jack what was not warm ;l
The day was soooo amazing! omg, Vince/Vincent, i know him of Vampirefreaks and i met him yesterday for the 2nd time, but if feels like he's was always there on my side, i don't know how he see me but i see him as a very good friend, thats why i feel sad that he going to Canada in July. i should miss him so much!
Foto's of yesterday :)
i looked awfull but oke xD
xoxox A.
Goodmorning sunshine.
Halleu. ^^
Tonight i slept very well, the sun is shining but tonight it had frozen O_O But i feel the spring is comming up, i write this message very quick, because i have to school about 10 min, and i have to do my make up and my hair aswell, and haven't learn for my english test for today ;l Tomorrow there is a meeting Alkmaar again, damn i'm so excited see all that people again, i haven't see them for 3 months, so tomorrow a lot of hugs. Anna can't go with me, Simone can't go, and that stupid person should go, but now his parents forbid him, so i have to go on my own, but that doesn't matter :]
Whieeeh exciting ^^
Tonight i slept very well, the sun is shining but tonight it had frozen O_O But i feel the spring is comming up, i write this message very quick, because i have to school about 10 min, and i have to do my make up and my hair aswell, and haven't learn for my english test for today ;l Tomorrow there is a meeting Alkmaar again, damn i'm so excited see all that people again, i haven't see them for 3 months, so tomorrow a lot of hugs. Anna can't go with me, Simone can't go, and that stupid person should go, but now his parents forbid him, so i have to go on my own, but that doesn't matter :]
Whieeeh exciting ^^
Xoxox. A.
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
Hi people.
the last week i feel so scheisse, there's so much, so much feelings inside, i don't have the words to describe them.
i feel so hopeless, an outsider and sad. all my friends have fun without me, yesterday i went to another group in the break, because i knew some time i get a angry outburst, and yeah that came, i should wait an hour for Anna because then we can ride togheter to home, but she say after that hour, i stay here with sharon, on the bike i get my outburst.
on school there is a boy, i can't stop starring at him, i know he don't even know my name, and he should never like me. my mind, my body are collapse, i can't even cry anymore, i don't know why i have this everyone annoy and irrtate me my best friend look like she found her other best friend way more important, just on this moment i need her so much.
everyone should think i'm a poseur, but i feel me so.
xoxox
the last week i feel so scheisse, there's so much, so much feelings inside, i don't have the words to describe them.
i feel so hopeless, an outsider and sad. all my friends have fun without me, yesterday i went to another group in the break, because i knew some time i get a angry outburst, and yeah that came, i should wait an hour for Anna because then we can ride togheter to home, but she say after that hour, i stay here with sharon, on the bike i get my outburst.
on school there is a boy, i can't stop starring at him, i know he don't even know my name, and he should never like me. my mind, my body are collapse, i can't even cry anymore, i don't know why i have this everyone annoy and irrtate me my best friend look like she found her other best friend way more important, just on this moment i need her so much.
everyone should think i'm a poseur, but i feel me so.
xoxox
Amy says she's all alone
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Fit and healthy? i try!
Hai people ^^
Today was awfull, first i was in a hurry to get the bus, so i forgot my food Ánd Ipod! my day shouldn't get better. my stomic was making noise in the lesson :'] but some people were so annoying that my mood get worser and worser, then thank god my mom wrote a note to my teacher that i haven't do gymnastics, the last 2 hour i had french and i we had a write test, we had to write a letter in french. now my mom gonna help me with make healthy food and stuff i'm happy with that, i though she don't wanna suport me in it, and by my dad i talk a lot about piercings -angel-
now i gonna take a shower and watch television, tomorrow to the doktor again. Hmpf
xoxox A.
Healthy isn't it cake and fresh orange juice
Pierce me!
Hi people,
Damn, the last time i see more and more people with cool piercing and my old will to have a lip piercing is coming back worser and worser. since i was 15 i would have a lip piercing, i though when i'm 16 i can get one without my parents, but then, my dad say to me, if you get one your computer should gone. first i don't get a tongue piercing because its bad for my teeth, now my dad find that a lip piercing is that too, now i can wait till i'm 18 >_< then i though than i get one in my nose because thats not bad for something. but a nose piercing don't fit me at all. i have a bellypiercing for 3 years now and they don't say anthing about that. i hate this omg. i see an another ear piercing omfg thats a nice one, but i hear he is very very painfull. give me a piercingshop :']
do you now know why i hate my belly? this is what i want and a lippiercing ofcourse
xoxox Ugly A.
Damn, the last time i see more and more people with cool piercing and my old will to have a lip piercing is coming back worser and worser. since i was 15 i would have a lip piercing, i though when i'm 16 i can get one without my parents, but then, my dad say to me, if you get one your computer should gone. first i don't get a tongue piercing because its bad for my teeth, now my dad find that a lip piercing is that too, now i can wait till i'm 18 >_< then i though than i get one in my nose because thats not bad for something. but a nose piercing don't fit me at all. i have a bellypiercing for 3 years now and they don't say anthing about that. i hate this omg. i see an another ear piercing omfg thats a nice one, but i hear he is very very painfull. give me a piercingshop :']
do you now know why i hate my belly? this is what i want and a lippiercing ofcourse
xoxox Ugly A.
give me something to believe in
Hi peepz.
Bleeergh, i feel like a balloon! i sat there with all my family, who say aah here amy don't you like to try this food and that stuff. and like always they gonna ask that questions like aah do you have a boyfriend yet? how's it on school? and then i sit there with a big red head. and simone should come, i was waiting and waiting and then i smst her and ask do you come? she answer i'm doing my homework. and all that food omgh, my mom came for dinner with fries and stuff, i take a chocolade milkshake and went upstairs again. one good point today, i had a good hairday! finally, i wanna made photo's but ofcourse my camara wouln't made good photo's. tonight the Tv programm Wipe out come whieh :] but there's something what make me feel sick. tomorrow its monday. begin of school, i don't even know what i have for homework. and that should be much.
xoxox A.
isn't he cute? =3
Bleeergh, i feel like a balloon! i sat there with all my family, who say aah here amy don't you like to try this food and that stuff. and like always they gonna ask that questions like aah do you have a boyfriend yet? how's it on school? and then i sit there with a big red head. and simone should come, i was waiting and waiting and then i smst her and ask do you come? she answer i'm doing my homework. and all that food omgh, my mom came for dinner with fries and stuff, i take a chocolade milkshake and went upstairs again. one good point today, i had a good hairday! finally, i wanna made photo's but ofcourse my camara wouln't made good photo's. tonight the Tv programm Wipe out come whieh :] but there's something what make me feel sick. tomorrow its monday. begin of school, i don't even know what i have for homework. and that should be much.
xoxox A.
isn't he cute? =3
Whats happen in Vegas?
Gutenavonds my dear
Damn, i got so lazy today, the only thing i did today is watching a weekend break of The Hills on Mtv, laying on the couch in my trainingspants and sleeping shirt, Damn, do you know how jealous i am when i see how pretty that people are omg, but maby i can train in a gym next week or something ^^ this is finally my inspiration to sport.
Tomorrow my family comes for my mom her Bday, then they allowed me to sit the rest of the day downstairs with my family so no time for homework XD i don't even look in my diary if i have homework.
one good point for tomorrow my the son of my nice comes he's 3 years old and soooo cute! bad point, they expect from me that i going to eat all that snacks.
this was all my information for now.
Damn, i got so lazy today, the only thing i did today is watching a weekend break of The Hills on Mtv, laying on the couch in my trainingspants and sleeping shirt, Damn, do you know how jealous i am when i see how pretty that people are omg, but maby i can train in a gym next week or something ^^ this is finally my inspiration to sport.
Tomorrow my family comes for my mom her Bday, then they allowed me to sit the rest of the day downstairs with my family so no time for homework XD i don't even look in my diary if i have homework.
one good point for tomorrow my the son of my nice comes he's 3 years old and soooo cute! bad point, they expect from me that i going to eat all that snacks.
this was all my information for now.
xoxox. A,
Nine in the afternoon.
Hello lady's and Gentlemen
Damn, i get crazy, a hardcore girl hate me only because she found me Emo? O_O
And thats why she like it to put sad reactions under my photo, not that i care, but isn't it sad to hate someone you never spoke in real before? the bloodtest had no result but i feel so tired that my whole body feels like a heavy thing, i don't think thats normal?
OMG i want this sweater so badly! i have the money for it, but its kinda shame 50 euro .__.
I'm 16 but i don't have work either xD i found work wasted of my free time, and you get low money for all that hours that you work, but you have money, hmm.. i don't know 8D
xoxox
Damn, i get crazy, a hardcore girl hate me only because she found me Emo? O_O
And thats why she like it to put sad reactions under my photo, not that i care, but isn't it sad to hate someone you never spoke in real before? the bloodtest had no result but i feel so tired that my whole body feels like a heavy thing, i don't think thats normal?
OMG i want this sweater so badly! i have the money for it, but its kinda shame 50 euro .__.
I'm 16 but i don't have work either xD i found work wasted of my free time, and you get low money for all that hours that you work, but you have money, hmm.. i don't know 8D
xoxox
Friday the 13th.
Hej people,
Oh dear, its friday the 13th again, and my mom's birthday :]
Many people on school i've seen their accendents what they can blame on friday the 13th, omg so funny xD 3 hours school was boring, and i'm tired, i want to a horrorparty of a friend of my, but the only was to come their is by bus, and that bus don't ride today.
I'm sooo tired it sucks.
xoxox A.
Oh dear, its friday the 13th again, and my mom's birthday :]
Many people on school i've seen their accendents what they can blame on friday the 13th, omg so funny xD 3 hours school was boring, and i'm tired, i want to a horrorparty of a friend of my, but the only was to come their is by bus, and that bus don't ride today.
I'm sooo tired it sucks.
xoxox A.
[My and my black cat Nora ]
They not gonna get us
Hi kinders :]
Omg in the morning when i waked up, i felt so tired and weak, this is not the first time that i got this, so my mom decided to call teh doktor, when i came there i had to wait 30 minuts O_O i get a bloodtest so they had to prick in my finger. and i can tell you, i hate that! i get in panic when they say to me than they gonna prick me! and i have a little anaemia >_<
so i must good eat, [what i don't do only sugar goes through my mouth] now i'm the whole day at home, school is today of 8am to 4 pm. today i have only sleep and play habbo on the computer xD poor me
Omg in the morning when i waked up, i felt so tired and weak, this is not the first time that i got this, so my mom decided to call teh doktor, when i came there i had to wait 30 minuts O_O i get a bloodtest so they had to prick in my finger. and i can tell you, i hate that! i get in panic when they say to me than they gonna prick me! and i have a little anaemia >_<
so i must good eat, [what i don't do only sugar goes through my mouth] now i'm the whole day at home, school is today of 8am to 4 pm. today i have only sleep and play habbo on the computer xD poor me
xoxox A.
Its time to going Fasting!
Haj People,
Today i was at brians house [again] and his cat was pragnent, and now they have a kitten! They were searching for a name and then i say, Noodles! so now the little kitten is called Noodles
But since now, i'm fasting. Eating only the things what is needed, so no snacks,
Only bread, shewing gum and vegatbles. and i'm going to sport much and i try to stop with nailbiting, 4 fingers have nice nails now, now i try to get the other 6 to stop xD
not that i think i get hold myself by the fasting. but i try! Help me!
I wanna fasting like Kat von D did it in het programm but i don't think my mom is happy when i do that..
xoxox A.
Today i was at brians house [again] and his cat was pragnent, and now they have a kitten! They were searching for a name and then i say, Noodles! so now the little kitten is called Noodles
But since now, i'm fasting. Eating only the things what is needed, so no snacks,
Only bread, shewing gum and vegatbles. and i'm going to sport much and i try to stop with nailbiting, 4 fingers have nice nails now, now i try to get the other 6 to stop xD
not that i think i get hold myself by the fasting. but i try! Help me!
I wanna fasting like Kat von D did it in het programm but i don't think my mom is happy when i do that..
xoxox A.
from the sky answered the full moon
Hi leute.
Today was like normal. but i was asking myself, why do people feel sad when your alone? Today i sat like usual alone with Maths class, because the 2 girl before me want to sit everywhere else, they ask do you matter if we going to sit there? i don't care, and later girls told me they were sorry for me. i was like wtf? I'm alone like the most of the time, and thats because i like it.
Why is being alone bad? i like to be alone, do what you want, listen music, time to think about thing without people bother you. I know i'm not spontanious and in a conversation with people the most of the time i don't know what to tell about. Ofcourse i'm talk with people, not that i'm a recluse or something xD i like to be with people, but i have time's i wanna be alone. if you can't be alone, thats a problem xD
xoxox A.
Today was like normal. but i was asking myself, why do people feel sad when your alone? Today i sat like usual alone with Maths class, because the 2 girl before me want to sit everywhere else, they ask do you matter if we going to sit there? i don't care, and later girls told me they were sorry for me. i was like wtf? I'm alone like the most of the time, and thats because i like it.
Why is being alone bad? i like to be alone, do what you want, listen music, time to think about thing without people bother you. I know i'm not spontanious and in a conversation with people the most of the time i don't know what to tell about. Ofcourse i'm talk with people, not that i'm a recluse or something xD i like to be with people, but i have time's i wanna be alone. if you can't be alone, thats a problem xD
xoxox A.
Rock on dudes!
Hi dude's
Omg whieeeeeeh, Simone is very fan of the band Alesana, and yeah i like the music.
Next Sunday they come in Holland! And yeah, Nylo Simone and i going to see them dúh!, damn i'm excited i wanna go to them 8D. But an another friend go with us. he was my best friend, but he started to get do stupid things, he copied us and wanted to be everytime of they with me, its was so annoying and he called everytime to ask is he can come. I say that he was too obsessed, and then he get angry. but he don't stop to invite himself by us. *_____*
It should look like we're arogant, but its like we must have auditions for people, they want to hangout with us and they are like obsessed. we get this 3 times now. Crazy crazy people :l
xoxox A.
Omg whieeeeeeh, Simone is very fan of the band Alesana, and yeah i like the music.
Next Sunday they come in Holland! And yeah, Nylo Simone and i going to see them dúh!, damn i'm excited i wanna go to them 8D. But an another friend go with us. he was my best friend, but he started to get do stupid things, he copied us and wanted to be everytime of they with me, its was so annoying and he called everytime to ask is he can come. I say that he was too obsessed, and then he get angry. but he don't stop to invite himself by us. *_____*
It should look like we're arogant, but its like we must have auditions for people, they want to hangout with us and they are like obsessed. we get this 3 times now. Crazy crazy people :l
xoxox A.
ALESANAAAAAAAAA <3
Talk shit, get hit 8D
Lalala, hi ^^
Finally out of school :]
This morning, the wind so strong, i did one step out of the door and my hair was a mess. on school i hear the teacher of gymnastics is sick, Thank god, do you know how it is when people look at you when you do atletics? i'm so bad in it. so we were watch 2 hours WipeOut :'] With History, i was proud that i get my Politics report, everyone had 3 or more pages! and i 1,5 i hit myself for my head. Later i wat finish, so we had to run, before the bus wat gone and in the bus there was such a cutie <3 and i get a bad cold now >_<
Yesterday i first was by my good friend Brian, Omg we looked at old school pictures so funny, and we had so much fun, he play a dance game on internet, and he's proud that he is good in it xD we made pictures too but my hair was a mess again.. then i went to Simone because she was home alone and we eat fries :) we drank milk and it came out of my nose xD and yeah that was everything for today *_* maby tonight i'll writhe something :]
xoxox A.
Finally out of school :]
This morning, the wind so strong, i did one step out of the door and my hair was a mess. on school i hear the teacher of gymnastics is sick, Thank god, do you know how it is when people look at you when you do atletics? i'm so bad in it. so we were watch 2 hours WipeOut :'] With History, i was proud that i get my Politics report, everyone had 3 or more pages! and i 1,5 i hit myself for my head. Later i wat finish, so we had to run, before the bus wat gone and in the bus there was such a cutie <3 and i get a bad cold now >_<
Yesterday i first was by my good friend Brian, Omg we looked at old school pictures so funny, and we had so much fun, he play a dance game on internet, and he's proud that he is good in it xD we made pictures too but my hair was a mess again.. then i went to Simone because she was home alone and we eat fries :) we drank milk and it came out of my nose xD and yeah that was everything for today *_* maby tonight i'll writhe something :]
xoxox A.
Together we'll walk through the darkness #
Hej människor hur mår du?
Whiee i hope thats good swedish?
Today i have done so much, but i can't write the blog because i don't have the photo's yet +__+ Sooooo, thats why i'm gonna tell something about my veryy best friend!
This is my best friend Simone! we do everything togheter and i love her so much, we were togheter on school, on vacation all the good and bad times she's everything for me! i don't know what to do without her! Togheter on Basketball, togheter to concerts,togheter on school
This year we should go to another school, she for learn to be an doctor, i'm for acheologist. i really couldn't imagend that i must do it without her, but we gonna do now a higher level on school so we should be togheter for 2 more years (:
We only sit togheter with Economie lessons, but oke every break we hang togheter and with our group. We always go shop togheter, to Amsterdam, Send each other valentine presents, no one know more about me than her. There's no one i call more than her. we're so diffrend and so the same we're 2 souls and one though.
SIMONE AND AMY BEST FRIENDS FOR EVER <3
thats everything i wanted to say :)
xoxox A.
Ps. OMG do you know this amazing program? its called WipeOut?
Omg thats soo crazy and funny! all that people who fell, its malicious pleasure and i love that.
Andandandand, a supersuper cutie is one of the host ^^ DENNIS whiehoeh
the comments they give are soo good and funny its one of my favoriete programms 8D
dennis is the second ^^
The show. : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpfwJlPvud8
Whiee i hope thats good swedish?
Today i have done so much, but i can't write the blog because i don't have the photo's yet +__+ Sooooo, thats why i'm gonna tell something about my veryy best friend!
This is my best friend Simone! we do everything togheter and i love her so much, we were togheter on school, on vacation all the good and bad times she's everything for me! i don't know what to do without her! Togheter on Basketball, togheter to concerts,togheter on school
This year we should go to another school, she for learn to be an doctor, i'm for acheologist. i really couldn't imagend that i must do it without her, but we gonna do now a higher level on school so we should be togheter for 2 more years (:
We only sit togheter with Economie lessons, but oke every break we hang togheter and with our group. We always go shop togheter, to Amsterdam, Send each other valentine presents, no one know more about me than her. There's no one i call more than her. we're so diffrend and so the same we're 2 souls and one though.
SIMONE AND AMY BEST FRIENDS FOR EVER <3
thats everything i wanted to say :)
xoxox A.
Ps. OMG do you know this amazing program? its called WipeOut?
Omg thats soo crazy and funny! all that people who fell, its malicious pleasure and i love that.
Andandandand, a supersuper cutie is one of the host ^^ DENNIS whiehoeh
the comments they give are soo good and funny its one of my favoriete programms 8D
dennis is the second ^^
The show. : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpfwJlPvud8
My thoughts you can't decode.
Hoi Piepeloi ^^
Yeahyeah, this become addictive :'] My last blog for today, i think after this i'm going to bed :]
I just want to tell something about one of my addiction, READING 8D the most of the time i read sience fiction books about wicca and stuff like Twilight. Omg i'm reading the book and its soo amazing! i haven't seen the film yet, but i know it must be great. There is an another serie of books who are soo great! i don't know if they are here in Sweden? but i know theyre are in Holland and England. :]
The serie is called Wicca, its a serie of 15! books, i have all of them and i''m reading in book 14, but my habit is that with series of books i read some of them. and then a long time not, and then i read some of the rest books.
this story is about a girl Morgan she lived a nice live, till a good looking boy moved to their town, he tell Morgan and her friends about wicca, then she find out she's addopted, her parents are good witches and her father killed her mother in the books you read her journey and everything she find out about her past. its soo good!
My 1,60 meter long Twilight poster of Robert pattinson :] omg i like it soooooo much. oh and thats me in my pyama outfit xD A few time ago i was in the New yorker [such a greaaat shop!!] there i found a shirt with my name on it! ofcourse i had to buy it ^____^ i wear it just 1 time but oke :']
I think i''m giong to bed tomorrow its sunday so free day, but i have to do that raport about politics, and now i have to because i must take it to school on monday bleeeergh. i think tomorrow i should post more and more blogs if i'm bored again. sorry guys.
Sleep tight and have sweet dreams <3
xoxox A.
Yeahyeah, this become addictive :'] My last blog for today, i think after this i'm going to bed :]
I just want to tell something about one of my addiction, READING 8D the most of the time i read sience fiction books about wicca and stuff like Twilight. Omg i'm reading the book and its soo amazing! i haven't seen the film yet, but i know it must be great. There is an another serie of books who are soo great! i don't know if they are here in Sweden? but i know theyre are in Holland and England. :]
The serie is called Wicca, its a serie of 15! books, i have all of them and i''m reading in book 14, but my habit is that with series of books i read some of them. and then a long time not, and then i read some of the rest books.
this story is about a girl Morgan she lived a nice live, till a good looking boy moved to their town, he tell Morgan and her friends about wicca, then she find out she's addopted, her parents are good witches and her father killed her mother in the books you read her journey and everything she find out about her past. its soo good!
My 1,60 meter long Twilight poster of Robert pattinson :] omg i like it soooooo much. oh and thats me in my pyama outfit xD A few time ago i was in the New yorker [such a greaaat shop!!] there i found a shirt with my name on it! ofcourse i had to buy it ^____^ i wear it just 1 time but oke :']
I think i''m giong to bed tomorrow its sunday so free day, but i have to do that raport about politics, and now i have to because i must take it to school on monday bleeeergh. i think tomorrow i should post more and more blogs if i'm bored again. sorry guys.
Sleep tight and have sweet dreams <3
xoxox A.
Misery Business & Foodfights *
Hi flippie's
I'm so bored that this is my 3rd blog for today, i'm a no-lifer i know 8D
I just begon at the homework for monday the 3 paiges report about our politics its so intressting -sarcasm- i made a photo of me with my The rasmus plectrum so you can see him under this and i put my photo of 2007 with my Drumstick of Gustav of Tokio hotel, yes i get him too when he throw it in the public XD. Not that i think anyone read this shit but oke :'] its a sort of diary for me, today i was very depri or something don't know why.
Since i was born, i was always the tallest and biggest [not fattest] child on primary school >_< Later i was just normal, but now i see i became fatter because i eat too much snacks. my weight is just the same? O_O i stopped with basketbal so now i must see for a new sport, now i wanna do fitness but i'm to shy to call [stupid me] and i try to stop with eating too much and start more drinking water, more than i did before. In the vacation parc i shamed myself for myself and the boys only look at my boobs >_< but now we going to a vacation parc with SCHOOL so now i must train train train omg!
xoxox A.
I'm so bored that this is my 3rd blog for today, i'm a no-lifer i know 8D
I just begon at the homework for monday the 3 paiges report about our politics its so intressting -sarcasm- i made a photo of me with my The rasmus plectrum so you can see him under this and i put my photo of 2007 with my Drumstick of Gustav of Tokio hotel, yes i get him too when he throw it in the public XD. Not that i think anyone read this shit but oke :'] its a sort of diary for me, today i was very depri or something don't know why.
Since i was born, i was always the tallest and biggest [not fattest] child on primary school >_< Later i was just normal, but now i see i became fatter because i eat too much snacks. my weight is just the same? O_O i stopped with basketbal so now i must see for a new sport, now i wanna do fitness but i'm to shy to call [stupid me] and i try to stop with eating too much and start more drinking water, more than i did before. In the vacation parc i shamed myself for myself and the boys only look at my boobs >_< but now we going to a vacation parc with SCHOOL so now i must train train train omg!
xoxox A.
Shut up and let me go.
Hi.
Do you know, the feeling that you hate everything about yourself? or everyone is annoying in your eyes? I have both now. i was wearing a undershirt and i looked in the mirrow and i though omg, I have always of that times that i thing omg, why do i be so ugly? my belly is fat, my legs are fat, i'm a bigfoot I have a big nose, i'm soo tall 1,80, i have yellow teeth, my brest are too big I just hate myself >_<' There nothing were i'm very good in it, there is always someone better than me, like sport or drawing. I can't play on a instument i can't sing either i'm a such a louse and a loser. My sister is always anoying, she talk in herself or to the dog with a stupid high voice. my mom try to help me with somthing but then i get miserable, i get tired of being myself. everythime is see perfect people and then i think, why can i be so short or thin. its better that i going to sleep, sleep forever.
xoxox A.
Do you know, the feeling that you hate everything about yourself? or everyone is annoying in your eyes? I have both now. i was wearing a undershirt and i looked in the mirrow and i though omg, I have always of that times that i thing omg, why do i be so ugly? my belly is fat, my legs are fat, i'm a bigfoot I have a big nose, i'm soo tall 1,80, i have yellow teeth, my brest are too big I just hate myself >_<' There nothing were i'm very good in it, there is always someone better than me, like sport or drawing. I can't play on a instument i can't sing either i'm a such a louse and a loser. My sister is always anoying, she talk in herself or to the dog with a stupid high voice. my mom try to help me with somthing but then i get miserable, i get tired of being myself. everythime is see perfect people and then i think, why can i be so short or thin. its better that i going to sleep, sleep forever.
xoxox A.
Welcome in Hell.
Hi people,
Omg its finally weekend.
and the only thing i have to do this weekend is Homework >_<
And what kind of homework? make a 3 pages long report about our politics. Polics that so not intressting .___. Thursday we were to Den haag and Delft, 2 cities in Holland, in Delft we went to old churches were our royal kings family are baried or something. and in Den Haag the parlemt. it was 2 hours drive in a full bus and we stand 3 times in the file!, but the journey in the bus was the most fun of the whole day. Tonight was horrible aswell because my troat hurt as hell and i must cough the whole time. My Mom thinks it come from the Rasmus concert because i yell so much xD But this was my boring story for tomorrow whoehoe .___. I don't understand this blogg.se site XD someone who wants to help me? 'xP
xoxox A.
[Meeting Alkmaar October 2008 Amy&Sander]
I send you 10 black roses
Hey flikkers 8D
Kinda late, but i just begin with this so,
I though lets write it down here because it was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
Because you gonna be jealous >:]
Amsterdam Saturday 28-02-09
Anna, Nan, Nylo, Emilie, Simone, Jana, Lavina and i went to Amsterdam
For the concert of The Rasmus! we came a lil late there like 4 pm. but there were like 20 people out there *__*
Later there came more, but standing in the line was fun, Finaly a little door were opened and all the people must trough that door! so i was like dead everyone began with pushing each other xD We stand close to the stage, on girl for me and than there was the stage, i stand before Pauli. I wasn't a fan before the concert but Omg they sound soooo awsome! and then Pauli threw his plectrum, and he fell before me on the ground, everyone try to get him but i had it already in my hand 8D But a good friend of me Nylo had the day before a meet & greet with the guys of the Rasmus so amazing for him
because he's fan of them more than 6 years!
I'm the left one, the other is my best friend simone, please don't look at my face XD
xoxox. Amy
Aaaaaah help me 8D
I don't know if people visit this blog,
But i don't understand much of this xD
Can someone explain things to me?
xoxox A.
But i don't understand much of this xD
Can someone explain things to me?
xoxox A.
Its a weird creature xO
Hi kiddo's
I'm Amy, 16 years old.
I live in a stupid village in Holland
Facts about me.
- Music and my friends are everything to me.
- I like reading and history, i'm such a loser in maths xD
- I'm not spontanious, people thing i'm always angry, the most of the time i'm moodless.
- I WAS Tokio hotel fan, not anymore its not that i hate them, but i don't like them either.
- I don't care what people thing about me, my family, my friends, my house or my clothes.
- I'm quit, and i like that. screw populair girlie girls who think they're the world.
- I loóóóóve Shopping, anime, manga, magazines, photography, traveling, fantasy and more.
- I want to travel to: egypt, russia, peru, china, japan, brazil, sweden 8D
I speak only Ducth and English.
So talk in Swedish to me is dumb 8D
My english can be bad i'm sorry guys.
xoxox A.
I'm Amy, 16 years old.
I live in a stupid village in Holland
Facts about me.
- Music and my friends are everything to me.
- I like reading and history, i'm such a loser in maths xD
- I'm not spontanious, people thing i'm always angry, the most of the time i'm moodless.
- I WAS Tokio hotel fan, not anymore its not that i hate them, but i don't like them either.
- I don't care what people thing about me, my family, my friends, my house or my clothes.
- I'm quit, and i like that. screw populair girlie girls who think they're the world.
- I loóóóóve Shopping, anime, manga, magazines, photography, traveling, fantasy and more.
- I want to travel to: egypt, russia, peru, china, japan, brazil, sweden 8D
I speak only Ducth and English.
So talk in Swedish to me is dumb 8D
My english can be bad i'm sorry guys.
xoxox A.
